Little did I know, when I turned my daily Bible verse text message into writing Bible-teaching blogs, what it would do to me. My hobby or need to share God’s word became a ministry, and little did I know how many people really needed to be pointed to Jesus. To write Bible-teaching blogs, a person needs to read and study scripture very much. Prayer to God and guidance from the Holy Spirit help as well. I have read and studied scripture so much, I can hear the Lord’s voice in my thoughts. The Spirit of God tells me the same mission He gave John the Baptist, tell everyone to behold the Lamb of God, for He is near! Little did I know, the more of God’s word I learned, the wolves in sheep’s clothing would I see and make angry at me. John’s parents were well advanced in an age when he was born, so most likely, they had passed when he began his ministry. Most of my family is alive other than my father, who died in 1995. Some of my family treat me as if I were dead. I have been accused of being self-righteous or judgmental when I feel wicked because that is how I see myself, like how the apostle Paul saw himself.
1 Timothy 1:12 I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength to do his work. He considered me trustworthy and appointed me to serve him, 13 even though I used to blaspheme the name of Christ. In my insolence, I persecuted his people. But God had mercy on me because I did it in ignorance and unbelief. 14 Oh, how generous and gracious our Lord was! He filled me with the faith and love that come from Christ Jesus. 15 This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all.
My church family turned against me because I asked why I received no support for my ministry. I was told by them my ministry was mine and not the church, I was confused. I try to use my spiritual gift of teaching to edify the church; the church does not want to support me. Many people I have witnessed know of my church because of my ministry and even attend the church’s service, but behold, they do not recognize my ministry. So, like John the Baptist, I put myself in the wilderness, and like how John was far away from the temple in Jerusalem, I am far from false church leaders. I see the signs of the times, and I tell those who follow what I teach and say to them, behold, get prepared, here comes the Lamb of God, repent! God bless you, Jesus loves you, and so do I. His bondservant, Samuel J. Head.
1 Samuel 3:10 Then the Lord came and stood and called as at the other times: “Samuel! Samuel!” And Samuel said, “Speak, for Your servant is listening.” 11 Then the Lord said to Samuel, “Behold, I am going to do a thing in Israel, and both ears of everyone who hears about it will ring.~17 He said, “What is the word that He spoke to you? Please do not hide it from me. May God do the same to you, and more so, if you hide a single word from me of all the words that He spoke to you!” 18 So Samuel told him everything and hid nothing from him. And he said, “He is the Lord; let Him do what seems good to Him.”